Internal Dialogue Lyrics

Maria Mena


publisher: ©EMI Music Publishing, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
writers: Maria Mena, Arvid Wam Solvang
album: Track 1 in album Apparently Unaffected
release date: 2005-11-14
popularity : 4 users have visited this page.
genres: Rock Pop
styles: Acoustic/Ballad/Soft Rock
length: 2:55
producer: Arvid Solvang
vocal: Maria Mena
lyricist: Maria Mena
composer: Maria Mena, Arvid Solvang

Cover Art

Maria Mena Apparently Unaffected cover art
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It must have been hard; staying in line
Knowing your influences insisted all the time
It must have been strange; living in blue
And see me shut down as though
It was an easy thing to do

But you could tell where I had been
By the way I held my gun
Trying to write anything
While being mocked by an off beat drum.
But I was not honest
I was not healthy
I was not honest, honest

You did the right thing
Covered your scars
Challenged your faith
And closed your eyes driving cars
For all that they knew
You were safe home
But you went through hell
Whenever you were left alone

But you could see where I had been
From the pictures that they took
I tried to look positive at things
Faced myself but didn't look
That was not honest
I was not healthy
I am not honest, honest

I wish you could see
Yourself through my eyes
There's no need to cling
To unnecessary lies
The voice in your head
Whose spirit you stole
Left you for dead
But you dug the hole

And I can tell where you had been
From the marks around your wrists
The red water washed around your sins
But are you as pure as this?
No, you are not honest
You are not healthy
You are not honest, honest

No, you are not honest
You are not healthy
You are not honest, honest


Track Listing


CD 1
  • 1 Internal Dialogue
  • 2 This Bottle of Wine
  • 3 Miss You Love
  • 4 Boytoy Baby
  • 5 If You’ll Stay in My Past (Part 1)
  • 6 He’s Hurting Me
  • 7 Just Hold Me
  • 8 Long Time Coming
  • 9 If You’ll Stay in My Past (Part 2)
  • 10 Nevermind Me
  • 11 These Shoes
  • 12 Our Battles
  • 13 Calm Under the Waves
  • 14 If You’ll Stay in My Past (Part 3)